And look what I had in my scrambled egg today:
Double yolked egg?!? What could be better?
I am feeling really passionate about my art at the moment, and quite motivated. I am still struggling to accept that I cannot stop work tomorrow and become an artist full time, that it is going to be a long, slow process of exploration and development, but I am not letting this feeling stop me from doing anything like I have done in the past. I have allowed my feelings of potential failure, fear of exposing inner self, and impatience act as a barrier to my true desire but I have tried to address these feelings over the last couple of weeks and overcome them. Yes it is scary and I have to be brave, I have a lot to lose, but also a lot to gain. I am feeling much stronger as if anything is possible and I am capable to taking the next step towards the life of my dreams, to the life I feel I am meant to live.